I love the spring time because my energy comes alive after hibernating and slowing for the winter. New growth and blossoms are everywhere. My energy tends to ramp up big time as summer gets closer. I thrive in the warmth, new ideas and visions and projects gain momentum.
It’s my favorite time of the year.
This year marks a monumental change from what was occurring last year. I was sick, depressed, heartbroken and evicted from my life in Colorado. I hit rock bottom. EVERYTHING was crumbling but I held strong to the idea that something BIG was unfolding because I trust the universe. Otherwise why would everything need to die?
I literally was in my death year as it relates to the tarot deck and birth year numbers.
What emerged was profound and huge growth. I transplanted to Mexico, healed my heart, took my health into my own hands, published my first book, had a five figure launch and returned home to experience major success in my career and relational lives.
Home to my family, home to my friends and home to my body.
I changed. I transformed. I morphed into this current version of myself.
It was worth all the growing pains.
For me a HUGE part of growth has been learning to understand and work consciously with energy. At this point, I have a huge relational tool bag full of metaphysical practices to help bring me and others into better alignment. I wouldn’t be here today if it weren’t for my friends, teachers and coaches and also the many relationships I have experienced and grown from.
Studying energy has shifted my reality forever. It has brought in new levels of love, pleasure, transformation and empowerment. I just celebrated my birthday and reflected on where I was at this time last year - I was in awe of the growth that had occurred in just a year. For me, everything has changed. This birthday I was surrounded by the most profound love and beauty that I have ever experienced. A group of us took a trip to Valley View hot springs in Colorado and rented a house together to celebrate life and each other.
It was profound and showed me exactly how the energy inside me has changed. So much so that I could be surrounded by such profound beauty and sensational experiences. I released many tears over the weekend away, shed to the profound relief I felt for arriving at this place.
Last year was filled with pain and struggle, this year, I am completely surrounded by love and divine beauty.